Drowning from the inside out.
Trying so hard to be ok even though your heart knows It’s not.
Trying so hard to let no one see how broken you are inside.
You put on a smile whenever you see people come around.
You laugh the loudest, but no one knows how much you are filled with pain.
You are the life of the party, but no one knows that you are just putting on a show.
They don’t know the tears you shed behind closed doors. No one knows the burdens you carry around with you day to day.
You gave all of you to show how much your love for them was true but instead you were humiliated and used. But still every time they knock at your heart’s door you always let them back in time and time again. No matter how much your heart is hurting you still gave them the chance to get close to you once again. The hardest part of being broken is that no one knows it, but you.
What your sitting in is so toxic. Your love for them weakens you instead of giving you strength. You do everything right; you give them all your trust like everyone tells you to, just to make it all work. Instead of you guys getting stronger, you guys just keep on getting further and further away. They tell you one thing but then their actions present something totally different. You wish they could understand how much pain they were putting you through but NO! your words keep on falling on deaf ears.
You know the right thing to do; life is telling you to leave but still you stay and continue to suffer. You know that this isn’t real love but still you convince yourself otherwise.
It’s time to rise up!
Pick up all your broken pieces!
Know that you deserve better than this.
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